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Tuesday 14 April 2015

The Free Spirit takes off

"I used to enjoy reading that blog you were writing"... This statement only days ago made me realise again I have left a rather hefty gap between posts.

My current days are consumed by feeds, nappy changes, silly faces, raspberries, colouring in, dancing, swimming; and sometimes, quite simply, all out mayhem. Somewhere amongst this all we fit in our Audiology appointments, Auditory-Verbal Therapy and follow up ENT visits to ensure Jaime is infection free after her time in the Children's Hospital late last year (see 'Leaps and Bounds').


I am please to report that Jaime has the official all clear from her ear infection- we are so thankful for the swift and aggressive treatment we received from the RCH, it means our beautiful Jaime is able to continue her enjoyment of sound!

At Two and a half years old Jaime is an incredible free spirit that carries a light and joy with her that is infectious. As parents we all expect to glow at our children's achievements and antics, somehow I feel she is different, she has the ability to change your point of view, brighten your day and make you smile simply by existing.




To let Jaime's free spirit roam we have begun dance lessons, when we walk into that dance hall and the music starts I am taken back to November 2012; Jaime was only 4weeks old, I was trying to wrap my head around her deafness, trying desperately to imagine what her life was going to be like, what options she was going to have. 
I dreamt of doing all the normal weekend sports and activities and I was determined that we would participate no matter what. 
What I didn't imagine was my daughter enjoying every note and every beat with such clarity; my daughter with not only the special place of her Quiet World but also access to the WHOLE world of sound! (See Jaime dancing here)




As we grow through this hearing journey Jaime takes greater responsibility for her processor and her own hearing. Every morning I wake to the sing-song "mummy... where are you...", as I enter Jaime's room a bundle of energy leaps off the bed toward me... "EAR!! EAR!!", Jaime is ready to enter the day hearing every sound! She now takes so much pride in her CI that she insists on replacing the coil herself (my big girl) and will not remove her processor unless its on her terms. I respect this, I want her to feel that both her Quiet World and her Hearing World are hers. She loves hearing so much that her processor won't come off until the very last minute before bed; however, she enjoys some quiet moments too... if she is tired or overwhelmed I will find her small white processor pressed gently into my palm, with a gentle smile Jaime will snuggle into my chest for a break... my snuggles never last long tho, after a few minutes its back on with her processor and my whirlwind child takes off again!

Through this increasing independence we have also reached a point where we cannot deny Jaime's signals any further... Jaime (yes, a 2.5year old) wants a second CI. 
Jaime flat out refuses her Hearing Aid these days, however everyday she asks for an "ear" whilst pointing to her right (non-implanted) side, when I make an attempt to put her HA on she takes it out stating "no... no like it" followed by an attempt to put her left processor onto her non-implanted ear.
We also noticed a more pronounced lack of response when she is wearing her HA, she is unable to localise to sounds and is unable to understand us when wearing her HA alone.

So amidst the chaos of our already busy life we made the 2+hr round trip into our Cochlear Implant Clinic for final hearing tests to find out if they will consider a second Implant for Jaime. We knew her hearing had deteriorated, and as awful as this sounds, we were hoping her hearing had declined 'enough'. Throughout the testing I was nervous, preliminary hearing tests at our local Audiologists had already shown a decline in hearing, however Jaime was always distracted so I was worried they weren't accurate. This day, Jaime was focused, she took her 'play' task very seriously and was trying so hard to hear the test sounds. Sitting in the background I thought she was responding very well, she seemed to respond instantly every time. When the audiologist finished collecting her results I was sure she was going to tell me that the previous "loss" was a fake and Jaime was indeed still hearing at 70db, instead she greeted me with the news we were hoping for... with hearing tests alone, disregarding behavioural clues, Jaime was now a clear candidate for her second implant, her results emerged at 95-85db. YAY! We are now eagerly awaiting our ENT appointment and our meeting with Jaime's Implant Clinic case worker to dot the i's and cross the t's in our expectations for the second CI and to hopefully book in our surgery date!

We are realistic, given there has been 20months past since her first implant, Jaime will have to learn to hear all over again. She may not achieve the same clarity as her first CI and the sounds may not "meld" between the two. However, she will have an increased ability to localise to sound and if all goes well she will get to experience the joy of her hearing world in Stereo!

I cannot wait to report back in another week... so stay tuned...